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the mere mention of his name, she gets frightened. and somewhat worked up. maybe cos she's not ready to face the person.yet. he no longer means anything to her. just the fact: he still reminds her that the past is real. her prideandego gets in her way and gets her down. she feels like a fool getting on the last train. getting too caught up in living life in the fast lane. sometimes, I just wish I wasn't her. Sheena and I had dinner opp. BeautyWorld(some shoppin centre near NP)with the guys. After dinner,the guys and us went separate ways.Makin our way to the bus stop,we passed this outdoor temple in a tent.We went in to pray!It was an on the spot spasm thing to do!Whatever it is,it kinda made me have this calm feeling.Though I think God haven't received my prayers by midnight cos I don't think he answered my prayers as of yet.Funny eh,going to the temple then headin' to clubs.Like how ironic can one get?One minute you're like so holy and all.The next,you're indulging in booze and drowning in the music at sleazy places.But hey!It was a triple bday celebration.So yeah. my ass hurts i tell you.i've got a new cigarrette burn.URGHH. I DONT LIKE CRAZYWACKYMANIACS. and I dont like it;People around just keeps me going at it: Evaluating and RE-evaluating my ideas about romance. - emotionally drained that's what you do when u finish 2 boxes of tissues. COLLAGES!   
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